weird shit man, weird shit

I am not okay right now

• im having one of those nights
• stressing about dumb shit
• i need to get out of this fucking house but i CANT
• im stuck
• almost a week away from the day that 2 years ago my cousin ended his life
• and about a week after that day will be one year since my brother did the same
• and with this quarantine and not being sble to see my faveoite person the only person
• that makes me feel okay
• i just wanna cry
• i cant help kt i cant stop it
• i wanna cut off everyone important to me
• just stop existing for a bit
• i want this to just go away
• this fucking feeling
• i cant stand jt

lol im feelin “don’t talk to my man” crazy rn

• fuck a dumb bitch dude
• dont comment on her shit you dumbass!!
• (obviously dont really think hes a dumbass otherwise id actually say it to him)
• (im just salty bc i dont want other girls to think he likes them or smth)
• personal

• unf
• is unf still a thing
• thats how im feeljng looking ar frank
• frank iero
• frank
• mcr

• fuck meeeee frank is so hot
• why did i ever leave tumblr i need this content in my life
• frank iero
• frank
• mcr

ok I’m good now

• personal
• fuckin breakdown last night lmao
• i really do not feel like a person sometimes its weird

I’m gonna do my nails tomorrow should I do stiletto??

hello i am sad

• my mom is making me stay at home and basically self quarantine for this whole thing until its over
• and i know that like thats a good thing!! i should be stayi mg st home and staying safe
• but fuck its been two weeks sonce ive gotten to see my bf and i am just so sad
• lke normally im fine and handling this just fine but thats just bc i literally turn mybrain off lol
• im fucking sad dude
• there are definitely many positives about me being at home and stuff
• but sometimes i just think about it
• i think about cuddling and laying my head on his chest and looking up at him
• and i just cry
• i hate this feeling so much